Everyone prays for joy, everyone wants the good, everyone wants to have a heart that feels totally fine without sadness and with lights of happiness. But many forgets that the light of the heart can only be given by the One who created the heart.
We are good at fixing everything around us. We believe that when people around us are pleased with us, and we got everything we need/want our hearts will find peace and be relived. But everything around us is only things that gives us a temporary joy. A long term of light with happiness can only be found in the search of Allah.
People may give you hard time but if you go closer to Allah, He will make it easy for you.You may not have everything you need but if you ask Him, He will give you.You may be in darkness but if you search Him, He will show you the light. In search for light in your blessed heart that has been guided to the right path make sure to pray and beg only to Allah for the light.
Rely on the One which is The Controller of your heart.