Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Page 356 of 356; It is the last page of this book which is
also the last story and tips.
I’ve been a kind of girl that totally had grabbed what I wanted to have. It was amazing but sometimes I’m crying and dying for it. Grabbing what I wanted is not meant the entire thing in this world I have. It is refer to what I wish to have. It is neither a Lamborghini nor a big castle on the top of hill but it is like having a piece of mango cheese cake and a glass of mango juice for lunch with mama and getting a pair of Hello Kitty tux. Also, such as having the good result, be champion in debate competition, winning the photography exhibition and having friends which we can laugh until our faces turn to blue at a beautiful island. That’s all. Not much.
Grabbing them is not as easy as ABC that which, when you was
driving from Kuantan to Gombak and you feel so thirsty then suddenly you saw a
stall which selling ABC, then you buy it. It is not like that. Totally not! It
is something that sometimes you have to sacrifice, leave, refrain and do everything
that leads to the difficulties. Sometimes, I complain. I said that I can’t do this,
these, that and those then I went to give up. Whereas, I had go through
everything with dozens of ways and effort that I didn’t realize I did that and I
almost achieve them. I’m telling you that it is hard to express them but in
fact, I had told them.
Phewww. Alhamdulillah, Thanks God ! Praise to Allah.
Because of this, these, that, and those I’ve being a girl
who is independent and more responsible especially towards myself, family,
friends and the vital one is towards The Creator, Allah. I’m slowly audit and
learn to be better and better. I'm also trying to stop from counting how many
people hurt me and how many Allah test me. I want to be his creation who is always
pleased because I believe that everything that happened, happen for the best
and I’m sure that there must be something good for me. Same as, there must be
sunshine and rainbow after the rain. Everything has its own wisdom. When Allah gave
me the misfortune, I accept it as a warning from him to me. Then, I let myself
put the cons with the pros. Insya Allah, everything will be safe and feel
fairly.
So, Why would we spend tears and let the heart become anxious? Just leave it all completely to the Allah, The Almighty. Then, your heart will feel the tranquility.
But, Did you ever felt the feeling that, you lost someone who is
you really love him so much until you willing sacrifice the entire your life
for the sake of his happiness? Did you?
Lets move on. Don't be ourselves, improve ourselves.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
MAY ALLAH BLESS US.